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The Story So Far – High Regard

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High Regard - The Story So Far

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Also I applied to be a studio associate for picture me portrait studios in walmart (lol). I had to take like a 30 minute math test for some reason. I’m pretty sure I got them all right, but it was just kind of weird. I haven’t done math like that since high school. But yeah, anyways I think it would be kind of cool to work there doing portraits and stuff. Even if I’d probably just being helping the photographers.

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Dear tumblr.

I’ve been feeling a lot better lately. It’s been like a little more than 24 hours since I’ve had any bad episodes or whatever. I’ve been finding ways to more ways calm myself down and keep my mind off of bad stuff. I’m applying for a bunch of jobs, so hopefully that goes as planned. Tomorrow I’m going to the doctors to see what’s goin on, so wish me luck guys. Well. Smell ya later.

-Rob.

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This is so crazy. I feel like google is gonna take over the world someday.

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Dear tumblr.

Today I almost felt like I was gonna have another attack a couple times, but I’ve been feeling a little better. My breathings been getting better too. My family & friends have really helped just by talking to them. A couple things things that calm me down is singing to loud music, drinking water and talking to people. I still feel like there’s something that’s making me feel kind of strange and keeping me from being me, but I’m just trying to be more confident in myself. I think that’s a big part of it. I’m gonna try and get out and do more stuff. It’s gonna be kind of hard, but it’ll be good for me.

I just gotta stay away from those fucking “what if” thoughts.

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Descendents – Coolidge

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Dear tumblr.

Hey. So I learned today that bottling up your emotions is not a good thing. I don’t recommend it to anyone. This depressed feeling really sucks, but it’s a good thing. Today I let everything out to my mom and now I’m starting to feel a little better. She said that shes gone through something like this around my age. I still feel like I’m putting on somewhat of a fake smile when I talk to people, but I’ll get through this eventually. Something cool just needs to happen so I can stop feeling so horrible.

Also thanks for those replies.

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Dear tumblr.

Today has possibly been the strangest day of my life. I don’t really understand whats going on. I’ve been feeling really strange. I’ve been having problems breathing and I feel depressed. Like, I thought that I’ve been depressed in the past, but I had no idea. Also I don’t really know why I’m depressed. Yesterday I had a panic attack or an anxiety attack or whatever the hell it was. I’ve been thinking that it might be because I kind of bottle up my emotions, but I don’t know. I hope I stop feeling like this soon because I feel horrible…

Also I cried today. And I don’t know why.